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Blogspot. You have served me well. I will never forget you. But sadly, all good things must come to an end. I love you. Goodbye. At least I didn't drop you off in the middle of the forest right?

No mattter what

Lets just sum it up. Lets just read blogs. Lets get invisible. I had a fucking day today. I worked on this shoot. I can't say the name of the film yet, but some people already know. FUCK. FACT: All 1st AD's a DOUCHEY ASSHOLES. hands down. Damn near every 1st AD I have ever met in my life were fucking jerks. I know their job is to keep the production rolling and keep everything together and on time. But damn. These are some of the weirdest and fucked up people on the planet. Like the first 1st AD I ever met. Lets just call him the Voice Imodulated David Blaine.. We called him that, not only cause he was fucking useless, but he kinda looked like a taller David Blaine and he spoke in such a tone that it would even make the cutest of baby seals want to swim right into the mouth of a hungry killer whale. Yeah it was that bad.
Another 1st AD I have had the unfortunate pleasure of working under.. and when I say working under i really mean being his BITCH. (prettty much what PA's are) This guy smelled so bad. Like reeked. I know during a production some people decide to let themselves go. People wear the same stuff, or grow out their beards. But this guy smelled like hot garbage. Disgusting.
BUT THIS NEXT ONE TAKES THE CAKE
This fucking guy, wears sunglasses and holds a walking stick. No he's not blind, but YES he does look like a blind guy. And he carries around a stop watch and times everything. And to get your attention he taps you in the leg with the stick. WHAT THE FUCK. I mean yeah you run a tight ship, but why the hell do you have to have a gimmick? Why do you need a character? I think i got tapped like 7 or 8 times. All of which he could have just opened his mouth and addressed me personally. Seriously, if this was somewhere else, I would have confronted him about it. That or just break his fucking stick in half.

getting hella busy (updated version)

Ok heres the menu so far...
Working on Santa's Dog , May 27th-31st
BLACK DEMI music video for A DARK KNIGHT mid june.
Taller than Trees in the studio July 8-11th
VCR MONSTER Music video for REPEAT TBA
Great Horned Owl music video Late July/early august
OREGON/Washington Tour after that.

fuuuuk. overloaded haha. Dont never say I'm not doing anything.

taking it easy today

I am so tired. Fucking Threequel. anyways.. I think next week I'm gonna do a short I had written a while ago. I guess drug addiction is our latest trend lately cause thats pretty much about that. At least we're gonna have a hotel room set. that'll look cool.

Man. I think I slept most of the day. I tried to watch that movie Cloverfield today but fell asleep halfway through. I hate being onthe computer when I'm uploading videos to youtube. It just slows everything down so badly. ehhh.

BLACK DEMI

My boy Kal-El from Black Demi. Dude wants me to do his video and I'm happy to oblige him.

Why the fuck am i still awake?!

jesus its 4:47.. im kinda araid to go to sleep cause i know when i wake up im gonna be hungover. fuuuukk. fun night. lots of familiar faces. good times. now i gotta get back to work. my vacation is officially over. back to bidness.

Finally over

Yeah man. shiiit. is finally done. finshished with school. that went off without a hitch. but man this was a fucking crazy weekend. I got all my work done and started recording some shit for the kitchen sink on saturday but we were'nt able to finish.Sunday rolls around and I finally buckle down to edit my goddamn infernal class. do that shit then I get the call that theres a party going down. mind you that its already about 1:30 in the am. so i drive down there and everyone is stoked that i showed up. get fucked up with some old friends and made some new ones. But then i remembered that i had to go to school hella early to burn dvds... shiiiit. so i show up at school.. still pretty wasted. get done with all that and then go home and seth swings by to finish the recording... went to walmart and then to the second night of that same party. this time theres more poeple, more booze. I actually won my first game of beer pong that night. Or i guess manzo and tatum just really fucking suck cause diamond was making shit for my team. haha. If theres a threequel tonight i might go. might as well. its a celebration bitches.

After this.. its back to work. LA, Oregon and Washington.. here we fucking come.

Please excuse my shitty typing. this hangover and burrito coma is kicking my ass.

TTT. Minds made up

Ok, so heres another video we did during our stint in socal. i think there are only a few of them left.

Breakfast at Tiff's (OUTRO)

This is the outro to the cd. Not really an album but just a random collection of songs.

5am

It is 5am and I am still tracking Seth's vocals for a new song. Damn. I have had like 4 cups of some dark roast already. I've started speaking in a british accent so I hope thats hop you're hearing this blog play out in your head.. No joke this is a badass song. I used a sample from Gone With The Wind to make this track sound so sick. I'm getting tired of hearing this shit over and over and over and over and over. and over and over again. Fuck man. I think I'm going crazy. I still have 8 more scenes to edit by tomorrow. Piece of cake, I just hate editing for that class.

Had some weird and some bullshit today. wtf. jumper cables. Clamshell-like mouths. Guys with babies. Camera movements. Plug and plays. Chords and lyrics. I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore. I feel like Jack Torrance from The Shining right about now. Writing aimlessly at a keyboard. and u think I wanna kil someoneU cant ewven tell what um writin g about anymore

rapture and raptors

I kinda wish they misspelled it and they really meant to say the Raptors are coming. The darker, cynical side of me is begging for the fucking world to end. There is no god damn point to this bullshit. But in all seriousness, I'm not even phased by this while thing. I find it extremely hilarious how people are acting. People are tripping balls, getting drunk and wasted. There is a tiny little hint of a speck of me that second guesses it tho. Like, really... What if something does happen? If so, it would make me sad that I'd be spending it alone. Then I get that mental kick in my brain that puts the hammer down on those silly notions.

Hmm. Its about 4:30 as I'm writing this. Honestly, I'm starting to question continuing this blog. I already wrote, and posted a blog once before stating that this would be my last entry. But like the flip of a coin my mind changed. I don't really have anything to write about... or better yet, I don't really have the motivation to write in it. Other than my work. I kinda feel like nothing really matters anymore. Thats how I'm going to try to live my life. I am a goddamn workaholic. I've always known that. I hate having nothing to do. I prefer textbooks over novels. I like working 12 hour days on film sets. My only goal right now is to get a job working on a primetime show for a major network either in Studio city or in Vancouver. I have a passion, and I guess a dream. I have goals and possibly a future. I'm not gonna be stuck in the bay area making bullshit films. I take my shit seriously.

I know I'm going to rant again about the serious lack of seriousness in the filmmakers in my immediate area. I feel so embarrassed for them. All I want to know is if they are serious about what they want to do. If not, then its whatever, I won't even think twice about them. But if they are... then what the hell. I don't believe that the filmmakers in this area should all get along and help each other out and help each other grow. I won't let anyone take an opportunity out of my hands for the sake of teamwork.

I'm adopting a serious no bullshit mantra. seriously, film is the only thing I'm good at, so I know what the fuck I'm talking about. I got hit with reality about quality. My friend Adam gave it to me straight about how our work kinda sucks. Then again, he helped write most of that shit. So keeping with the times. I'm discarding all my old equipment. Actors are no different. I'm only into doing good shit now. And I'm getting a lot of opportunities to work on more professional sets. I'm gaining valuable experience and I won't share one bit of it.

These are the things that spew from being awake at pretty much 5am. I'd write more but I really have to pee and then get back to editing. And I hate editing.

And to whoever reads my blog and has read this far... Thanks.

what the hell.....

So me and a few of my film colleagues are now the in house film crew for a company named Movizine. Their office is in downtown fairfield inside of an old bank. its getting renovated and I gotta say it looks pretty good. We still have to work out the kinks with the owner on exactly how much we're getting paid to do pretty much any video type work. but it looks like I can add another avenue to my revenue stream. Dude.. I just noticed.. I'm really starting to make bank.

updates

a lot of big things are coming around.

Looks like I'm heading to LA on tuesday. But as per arrangement, I'm not supposed to talk about it. I hate the industry for its secrecy haha.

emailed Nina Henninger, CSA about possibly working at her casting agency. Hopefully theres something in the works for that. Casting isn't my favorite aspect of the game, but it sure is damn interesting.

Checking in with that Santa's Dog film. Sounds wacky I know but I'm just trying to get on some bigger projects in the area.

I'm lining up tons of artists in the area that are looking to get some stuff done with us. Its starting gain some momentum. I just figure if I work hard enough. I'll be able to grab at least one out of every ten things I set out for.

if life is productivity, and productivity is good.. then is life good? I'm starting to think so.

chang's deleted blog post

CLICK TO ENLARGE.. Pun intended.

Chang tried to start a tumblr. posted this and then changed his mind. So if anyone has missed it. Enjoy.

whaaaa

So i finally showed my friend Luis some of the music I've been making. He told me he like it but I just have to work on my melody cause i sound like im not sure about some of my lines when i sing them... hmm I'll keep that in mind.

But now he wants me to do some shows with him. And I'm like What the Fuck? I aint no musician. I'm down to try it tho. So I guess when we go up to Oregon to shoot that music video for Great Horned Owl, Luis is gonna roll with us. He's gonna book us some show up in oregon and in washington. some acoustic shows i guess cause all three of us really play acoustic. This might be happening in July. What the hell. Damn I have to start practicing. I'm starting to get burnt out on music at the moment.

I feel like watching a movie right now. I gotta get my equipment ready for tomorrow..

Those Aren't Fortune Cookies

lets keep our options open

i don't wanna make any more commotion

i don't wanna rock the boat no more

its making less sense to me

just as long as you can see me

trying to rebuild myself

and holding off from dying

from the boredom thats found me

lets make amends

there many people i did offend

i cant explain some of my actions

im sorry im sorry

lets keep the new doors open.

and leave the old ones broken

i don't wanna wake any old emotions

i'm keeping to myself for now

just as long as you can hear me

doing fine and living freely

im sorry im sorry im sorry

this is new ground for us all

I'll send everyone a postcard

when i figure out where i land

collecting mooniest on the moon

or sipping margaritas on the sand

so hows the weather up there old friend?

and where did our last story end

lets pick it up where we left off

lets drink away and get fucked up

lets sing and dance till the sun does set

lets just forget and not regret

this life we have is all we have

we're wasting too much time.

we're wasting it all on silly lies

having the balls but never tried

all of the things we regret in life

its not making anymore sense

we're wasting too much god damn time

on fixing your makeup and wearing ties

there no fucking purpose to live your life

if we're not having fun

ok.

that was the last one. i swear.

I just watched the film Magnolia. Fuck. Paul Thomas Anderson is a crazy motherfucker. I mean raining frogs? and Tom Cruise as an inspirational speaker telling guys to "respect the cock, and tame the cunt". for real?

i watched Jeopardy tonight and got a ton of the answers right.... hmmm maybe i should try out for it haha.

Watching the Detectives is a badass film.

Living Our Lives

lets go, lets go, lets take it back 9 months, 9 months ago

i don't think you had it in yourself to try and make things work

outside, inside of this car i cant react as quick enough

but now we're done, im done thats all, and now are we having fun yet?

lets go, lets go, lets take it back 9 months, 9 months ago

i think i deserve to know when things started to slow

blame me blame you, or blame us for being not quite good enough

but now we're through, you do, i do, not wanna deal with any of this.

lets go back to the times when

we were happy with such good memories

i think you and i will be just fine

living our lives but living separately

say whaa?

gonna get a milkshake with vic on thursday. should be fun haha.

I finally just watched. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Fucking Michael Bay. I don't know why I don't like any of his movies. Don't get me wrong. I fucking LOVE transformers. G1 fan all the way. I even grew up on Beast Wars. But theres just something about Bay's commercial blockbuster style I just don't like. Everyone knows he's an asshole in real life, and the self references like the Bad Boys 2 poster in Sam's dorm room is just douchey. I won't even get started on the 360 shots that are literally in every Bay film. yuck. With that said. Transformers are still awesome.

Great Horned Owl did a cover of MGMT's "Kids"

This is pretty badass. I'm still discussing with this group to do their music video. I'm looking forward to being Oregon bound.

more editing

ehhhhh. this class is gonna give me an ulcer or something.