fuck you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MaaIA7n0iGA
gotta make shit difficult, fuck dude im done with all that

Tuesday May 4th 2010

Day one of shooting well fucking splendidly. The in class shit went off without a hitch and the night shoot went fucking awesomly .. fuck im finna finish insomnia bites by fucking tonight.shit

Monday May 3rd 2010

Today is the day. I've done this time and time again but for some reason this feels a little different. I've film binged before but for some reason this time seems a little more important. I've been waiting to film Insomnia Bites since around March. Its finally come to pass and it feels like the night before the first day of school. I still need to find all my props. I hope my actors are ready. I've given them all the direction I could possibly give. I hope they can deliver. I wouldn't blame them if they didn't cause ultimately any fault goes to me. It all stared from the script. Shitty script equals shitty movie.. fuck, fuck fuck fuck this movie. Seriously take my advice; don't make movies. They take away your sanity and replace it with anxiety. It sweeps the rug from under you while you're trying to drink from a glass.

Come see me, I'm finna knock this out of the park.

Lets kick it

Im trying to get rid of this fucking coffee addiction.. tweakin just aint my thang anymore... Im watching The butterfly Effect.. But I guess im bout to go to a dennys and get some coffee with Vic. Shit, I'll never kick this shit

Deadbeat Dad

I have this idea for a movie about a guy that dies and then wakes up as a zombie and tries to fix his relationship between his ex wife and his estranged daughter. Thats a comedy if i ever seent one.

Lets do this shit

Dude, I need to say some shit to you. But I never get the chance. All I want to say is that I'm good. I just realized it, and everything will be all good. Don't trip this isnt a mental breakdown, its a mental wake up.

anyways, I'm in the library at school, super bored. I have to wait till later to go to the Rockville Inn so I can talk to the manager. I'm trying to lock down location for Insomnia Bites. Keep your fuckin fingers crossed.

Listening to "You're still pretty awesome to me" by The Kitchen Sink. I really like the message in the song. That no matter how much of a fuck up someone is, theres still someone out there that thinks they're great. Or at least thats what I think the song is about. I don't know if Seth had something else in mind.

Someone asked me why this blogspot doesnt have more screenplay stuff in it. The answer to that is cause blogspot posts dont really have a good format system. I can't really write out master scene in this thing without tearing my hair out.

Insomnia Bites

So I've started to work with my actors on the script that I wrote a few months back. I believe that I cast the right people. We're going through all the character prep for the three leads and its going well. They're asking questions that I've never even thought of. I think that this is going to be a good one. The only problem is finding a location. If I can't find that spot, then this movie cant be done.... This is where I start to panic.

A lot of people ask me how I came up with the story for Insomnia Bites. I put a lot of elements of my personal life into my scripts. At the time I started writing I actually based a lot of the dialogue on actual conversations that my friend Camber and I had. I really like her and wanted to do something to show her that I really appreciate her. And what other way than the only way I really know how... call me crazy. Its a real story and even though there is an element of mysticism and macabre, its core message is essentially the establishment of a healthy dialogue between friends.

I feel a great deal different about this script now that time has passed since I crossed the last t and dotted the last i. Things in my life are different, and its hard for me to look at it the same way. Subject matter of the stories we write should never be too far or too close to the heart. But I know that when this thing is done (hopefully), I want her to see it.. after all, wether she knows it or not, she helped me make this thing.