Happy birthday Jaime

today I turn 24.

anyways.....

So people ask me about my process for writing songs. its simple. I go to my roommate Einstein's room and play the song for him. If he likes it, he'll roll over onto his back and fall asleep. If he doesn't, he starts to lick his butt. Oh yeah, he's a cockapoo.

Otaku The Series

I just got back from filming an episode for the web show called Otaku the Series. i did the the stills for the first half of the production and was grip'd the production. I really like this crew cause they're all nice folks and to quote the series creator and actor in the show "no one here has ego's". I'm glad to have gotten aboard with this project cause there is such a huge anime fanbase and being a closet anime nerd I felt at home haha.

So this is day one of four. We're filming a total of four episodes. And tomorrow we'll be in Mountain View at the Google offices filming the next episode. I am so dead cause I've been filming stuff and working for the past 7 days straight. totally worth it.

Heres the link to OTAKU THE SERIES!

http://www.youtube.com/user/otakutheseries

Blood Runners

Its been a bit

Its not that I havent been trying. Ive been so busy working the pre production for Hetero Sapien that I forgot about this blog for a bit. Its so hectic. I'm looking at a 10-15 thousand dollar budget on my hands now. I'm gonna get this money.

Whats new with me you ask? Work started at school and Dyan Mcbride is teaching my class now. She's really fun and I'm learning a lot. I'm teaching the class solo this wednesday and the wednesday next.

plus I'm in a new relationship. yeah thats a big one. She's awesome and she thinks I'm awesome. We're pretty awesome I guess...

and how are you?

You know that saying; You're life flashes before your eyes? When i got into a car crash today, I didnt see shit.

For Lexi

lets start this party with a bang

i want to hear you scream my name

this is the last chance you will get

before this world will end

enjoy the sky before it falls

enjoy the wind before it calls

the sea to open up

and swallow all of us

Lets end this party with a bang

we put our ancestors to shame

we destroyed our planeet

destroyed our existence

this disaster is the end

of a race that should have never been

destined to fail from the start

now watch us fall apart.

cause its the end of the world

lets make this count

the party that will be the death of us

so drink up and have all the sex you can

and do all the things you want

maybe, just maybe that one day i'll pray for god to save us all

when the sky goes black, and the oceans gone up in flames

ill get on my knees and say,

were we not worth it?

were we not worth saving?

I guess not

I walked into my house today and my mother stops her conversation with my father, looks at me and says, " You know, I wonder what you do in there. Do you get anything out of it?" I didn't have a chance to reply because she went to her conversation with my father. I didn't have an answer for her except that I couldn't say, "Yes."

I'd like to thank my mother for one day I will prove her wrong. The things she says sometimes hurt harder and last longer than any other pain I've experienced in my life. My patience, understanding, and moral views have all stemmed from being able to survive what she put me through. Its true about that old saying; She wasn't the best mother, but she was mine. I wouldn't trade her for anything. She's my perfect gatekeeper.