This blog is so bipolar

hey I'm coping. I'll be fine. I'm gonna try to take the artists route of dealing with it. lets hope it works.

Damn. I always think of the perfect things to say after everythings been said.

That was probably the worst night ever. even my dreams were feeling sorry for me.

I couldn't sleep last night. There was something about laying down and closing my eyes that didn't agree with me. To quote the narrator from the movie Charlotte's Web: When your stomach is empty and your mind is full, its hard to sleep.

Hello my name is Jaime

I'm Jaime. I'm 23. That I know is for sure. I say that because if I were to say I was a musician, you'd ask "Well, have I heard any of your songs?". If I were to say I was a filmmaker, you'd ask "Well, have I seen any of your movies?".... The truth is, none of my songs have been on the radio, and none of my films have been in the theater. The only thing for certain is that I'm Jaime, and I'm 23. When I make a film or write a song that really truly matters... Thats when I'll say I'm a filmmaker and a musician.

(p.s. I'm working my ass off to get to that point)

Welcome to Screenplay this Disaster

-Jaime

I started this blog on February 8th 2010. I was going through some shit and I needed a place to vent out. I chose the the title Screenplay This Disaster because I thought at the time it was fucking hilarious. Also all the bullshit that was happening would probably make a damn good script in the long run. But what I have come to realize is that, with the track record that the world has deemed fit to give me, nothing will ever turn out the way things are planned. I understand that this is the way the world has worked since the beginning of time. These things I get with relative ease. Do I want them to happen? Well I wouldn't be writing this post if i did.

Now before this post gets anymore emo lets stop right there. I started this blog with the hopes that these silly little scripts will be a testament to the life that I chose to live. Thinking back I realized that I used to enjoy writing. In script form or through song, I haven't been writing. Its time to change that. And as a disclaimer, shits about to get personal. I used to write to fill the time of my countless sleepless nights. I foresee that happening indefinitely .

Welcome back... its been a while.

Right now I'm sitting in the hospital. I went back to the shoot just to finish the day. I'm not sure what to do now. Filmmaking never took precedence. I always said, what's the point of doing anything if you don't any anyone to share it with. Things are gonna suck from now on.

lets get ambiguous

You are ridiculous. who cares. if a door is locked, dont take it upon yourself to unlock it. conflict of interest. quit hogging the LCD. stop writing like an idiot. your friend is a hobo. that person is hella dead, get over it. learn to spell. no more favors. drive yourself. refurbished. prestige? one perk left to go pro. i want this house. oranges... eat more of them. start eating real food. eat a couch. stop stealing. Clean everything. big break. Breaking Bad. Dramarama. Music Video. T3i. WTF.

Just sayin...

Tongue Tied Live

Performing their hit song.

Seth and I have been editing the three bands that were at this show. we're almost done. Now on to the next project. My friend Andre is a gymnast and wants to do a freerunning video. Since I'm currently on hiatus from working with egotistic useless whiney actors, that seems really interesting to me right now. I'll post a video of this really badass freetrunning video that i saw the other day.