Those Aren't Fortune Cookies

lets keep our options open

i don't wanna make any more commotion

i don't wanna rock the boat no more

its making less sense to me

just as long as you can see me

trying to rebuild myself

and holding off from dying

from the boredom thats found me

lets make amends

there many people i did offend

i cant explain some of my actions

im sorry im sorry

lets keep the new doors open.

and leave the old ones broken

i don't wanna wake any old emotions

i'm keeping to myself for now

just as long as you can hear me

doing fine and living freely

im sorry im sorry im sorry

this is new ground for us all

I'll send everyone a postcard

when i figure out where i land

collecting mooniest on the moon

or sipping margaritas on the sand

so hows the weather up there old friend?

and where did our last story end

lets pick it up where we left off

lets drink away and get fucked up

lets sing and dance till the sun does set

lets just forget and not regret

this life we have is all we have

we're wasting too much time.

we're wasting it all on silly lies

having the balls but never tried

all of the things we regret in life

its not making anymore sense

we're wasting too much god damn time

on fixing your makeup and wearing ties

there no fucking purpose to live your life

if we're not having fun

ok.

that was the last one. i swear.

I just watched the film Magnolia. Fuck. Paul Thomas Anderson is a crazy motherfucker. I mean raining frogs? and Tom Cruise as an inspirational speaker telling guys to "respect the cock, and tame the cunt". for real?

i watched Jeopardy tonight and got a ton of the answers right.... hmmm maybe i should try out for it haha.

Watching the Detectives is a badass film.

Living Our Lives

lets go, lets go, lets take it back 9 months, 9 months ago

i don't think you had it in yourself to try and make things work

outside, inside of this car i cant react as quick enough

but now we're done, im done thats all, and now are we having fun yet?

lets go, lets go, lets take it back 9 months, 9 months ago

i think i deserve to know when things started to slow

blame me blame you, or blame us for being not quite good enough

but now we're through, you do, i do, not wanna deal with any of this.

lets go back to the times when

we were happy with such good memories

i think you and i will be just fine

living our lives but living separately

say whaa?

gonna get a milkshake with vic on thursday. should be fun haha.

I finally just watched. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Fucking Michael Bay. I don't know why I don't like any of his movies. Don't get me wrong. I fucking LOVE transformers. G1 fan all the way. I even grew up on Beast Wars. But theres just something about Bay's commercial blockbuster style I just don't like. Everyone knows he's an asshole in real life, and the self references like the Bad Boys 2 poster in Sam's dorm room is just douchey. I won't even get started on the 360 shots that are literally in every Bay film. yuck. With that said. Transformers are still awesome.

Great Horned Owl did a cover of MGMT's "Kids"

This is pretty badass. I'm still discussing with this group to do their music video. I'm looking forward to being Oregon bound.

more editing

ehhhhh. this class is gonna give me an ulcer or something.

The Adjustment Bureau

I finally took the time to lock down a copy of this film. This is a damn good movie. I'm gonna go out on a pretentious limb here and say that this film was beautifully crafted. Matt Damon as an actor in this role was perfect for his range. I'm really taking a liking to the actor Anthony Mackie. I remember first seeing him as the main antagonist in the film 8 Mile. And then did a badass job in The Hurt Locker. This guy is the next Denzel... possibly. haha. I remember seeing the trailer to this film and automatically thinking this was the pretty much a rip off of the 1998 Alex Proyas film Dark City. Almost the same concept but with modern effects and include the romantic story outline. I really like The Adjustment Bureau. This is one of those films I should have took the time out to see in theaters.

It really makes you think about the choices you make in life.

True Grit

Just finished watching True Grit. This is a damn good movie. The Coen Brothers know what they are doing when it comes to directing.

Earlier today I helped shoot a short. Pretty simple stuff. Mare Island is always a good location. Went to eat at Pelayos afterward and got me a burrito. I always like the burritos there cause you cant pick them up.

Fruit and Nut Meddley is the shit.

Watching Jackass 3d. without the d.

New song in the works. all i gotta say is that its really aggressive. and not of the passive kind.

I remember my friend Tristan showed me this a really long time ago.

Got a hug from a friend today. That felt nice.