Do you remember?

(I don't know my obsession with zombies.. I guess I'll post this song up on The Kitchen Sink's myspace page later. I started writing this song last April and I finally just decided to finish it last night. I finally added that damn tambourine! Can anyone guess what this is really about? haha)

do you remember that your dead?

I wish you'd stop eating my friends

i think i made a big mistake, of bringing you back

but i think, you remember me and the love that we had

but the look , in your eyes, remind me, you should be dead

and i hope, that i never have to put you down again

cause you, will always be, you'll always be my friend

do you remember what i said ?

we'd be together till the end

but you died from complications

on the hospital bed

from the car crash we had

I dug you up, despite what they said

no matter what they said

do you remember what i said?

ill be ok, ill be alright

so say goodnight,

but I cant, live without you since you died

from the wounds to your head

on the hospital bed

from crash we had

its oh so tragic

but this voodoo magic will bring you back

to the time, when we were happy last

Half Wolf, All Nazi

Anne Frankenstein is a script I wrote in the fall of 09. I was looking at a bunch of old scripts and found this one. I always find it funny to go back and read stuff I've written because I can clearly see the certain styles and writing trends I go through. I remember when I first tried to write, things just turned out to be cheap high school knock offs of old Aronofsky works. Or long drawn out witty dialogues set inside diners. Completely Tarantino esque. As of now, I'm really feeling the simplistic approach. Its more show than tell. I was never one for writing scripts that are overly descriptive, but I'll admit that its been as fun as it has been challenging. The only hard part is keeping it in the third person perspective. lol.

What's your biggest phobia?

Athazagoraphobia. the fear of being forgotten

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Why do you write fiction about your non fiction?

hmm good question. i guess you're referring to how I write fictional stories about real situations from my life? I feel like thats one of the best ways to write. I wouldn't write about something that I've never had experience with. Like being homeless, I would never write about being homeless cause I never had the opportunity to live out on the streets. If you can't make a real emotional connection with your story, then your script is fucked, hence your entire movie is fucked. (cause everyone knows it all starts with the script)

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I dont like sleeping anymore

I was fine for a bit. I think I'm trying too hard to be productive. Forcing myself to write music and scripts. There are too many hours in the day. I need to film something. I need something to work on. I want the Canon t2i/550D. Thats what I'm gonna pick up next I guess. I really liked the Letus, but I found that it was just too bulky of a camera system to work with. I'll try to pass it off for about a thousand, including the lenses and the rail system. Jeez that thing is pretty much still brand new. only used for two projects.

tambourine

trying to throw simple percussion into our bullshit music. god this is hard. I thought I was ok at rhythm but after fucking with the tambourine I feel retarded.

this uncontrollable urge to hit my head against the wall

my right eye keeps messing with me. I've been having headaches ever since the surgery. Thats part of my brain adjusting to the fact that I am now farsighted, as opposed to the myopia I've had my entire life. My left eye is going to get operated on at the end of this month. And its going to get set at an intermediate length so that I can still see clearly up close, like computer screens. There's not much I can do about the headaches. I have to sleep it off. I hate doing that though cause I wastes an entire day sometimes. I feel like watching the film At First Sight with Val Kilmer.