hella just knocked out earlier.

So I went to the dentist today and took the best nap i've ever had. They didn't put me out, I actually fell asleep. They filled in 2 cavities on my right upper side of my mouth. I know, I should be taking more care of my teeth but I kinda have another health issue that takes a little more priority... i don't know why I'm feeling ridiculously chipper and happy lately. Like with everything thats been going on lately in my bidness and personal life, everything is looking good. I just hope its a legit feeling and not my pituitary glands malfunctioning and overproducing endorphins.

under your shoe

http://thekitchensink.bandcamp.com/track/under-your-shoe

We split a piece of gum on an Autumn day, it lasted us through the month of May

when i think about it i can nearly taste its minty flavor that we seemed to waste

the message on the package said everlasting but the message in your eyes was quite contrasting

it didn't take me long to get the hint that you weren't really into spearmint

i tried really hard to forget you i tried bubble yum and big league chew

if what you said was really true then all i am is gum under your shoe

just the other day we were blowing bubbles

now i hardly see you through the rubble

of the sticky mess between you and me

if only i knew you preferred sugar free

cause were a taste that i couldn't savor

and now i miss your artificial flavor

the thoughts in my mind kindly conclude

that you were the girl thats already been chewed

i tried really hard to forget you

tried bubble yum and big league chew

but you stick to my mind like gum in hair

the chick in my life that doesn't care

i tried really hard to forget you

you cat unaware without a clue

that the latest bubble that you blew

ended up under your shoe

another one of those confusing posts

I have to say it, but without saying it. If you knew what I was talking about then this would all makes sense. I thought I would be more affected by the current state of tempestuousness. The lethargy in my preceding allure's correspondence is astounding. Its actually cute, and I'm happy for you.

but anyways, its back to bidness for me.. Time to work my ass off again. I'm writing that short for Hawaii... damn, we keep having all these ideas, but its time to put them to use. My next week is gonna be insane cause sunday I'm heading out to Hollister cause Victoria has a photo shoot and I'm gonna go with her to help and possible do some live performance videos for the band Taller Than Trees. Monday is a dental appt. Tuesday is an eye appt. Friday is a live video for these indie bands @ the bottom of the hill in SF. And Saturday is a music video shoot for Galaga the Movie... damn I have a week ahead of me.

im really tired

I got back from the shoot tonight. I ended up being apart of the entourage. it went like this: Jamiel played a celebrity named Jensen, and we were all in the limousine. They doors opened, and Royal and Alonzo (the bodyguards) started working crowd control cause there were a ton of fans with signs outside. Jamiel stepped out of the limo and started waving to his fans. I exited the Limo, followed by Connie, Jensen's mom. Jamiel took off his sunglasses, which is a sign for me (his agent/tech guy/ right hand man) to hand him a sharpie. He begins signing autographs and after a while I have to stop him and direct him toward the building. jeez....

I finished another song, and im uploading it to our bandcamp site. these songs are pouring out. if only they got better though lol.

heres the song: http://thekitchensink.bandcamp.com/

I'm getting really busy with all this filmwork. I just hope I dont burn myself like I always do.

Before I try to sleep tonight

I wanna just ramble about everything and nothing. I feel like shit cause I haven't slept in a coupe of days. I've been writing music to pass my time and there's nothing in the world I'd rather NOT be doing than writing my stupid songs. I had an interesting conversation today, and I wont lie and say that it didn't throw my entire day off. I went to San Jose today for a film shoot... gotta go there tomorrow for the second day. I didn't get coffee tonight, cause I'm gonna quit.. magic coffee doesn't exist. It turns out that Jamiel still had my butterfly knife, and it was in his car. I found it and was immediately relieved to have it back in my possession. Some of most fun I've had (not to mention time i've killed) has been spent playing with my butterfly knife. I'm working on this song, and I'm trying to make the chord arrangements as intricate as i can. And also I'm trying to make it the least boring also. Its totally not done and is ridiculously rough.

we're hitting rough skies

and our plane will crashed into ocean

the woman are all crying

and i cant stop from thinking

about all the people i have met

and the things i havent done yet

but then i realize that this was all dream

and i woke up in the morning

and i called my best friend

and told her what happened

"everything is all right" she said

thats what she said to me

i find it hard to believe

i find it hard to believe

and i said victoria i have a real bad feeling about this

we shouldnt ignore the signals, our unconcious minds have given us

she said "not to worry, we got this, theres nothing in this world that we cant handle ourselves." i knew right then and there that she was right.

cause she was right all along

Thekitchensink.bandcamp.com

Let the flood gates open, let the water grow. I may never realize which way the river flows. As the San Francisco skyline collapses into flames, I'll douse the synopsis, with recycled rain.

Searching with urchin, for that fish in the sea. I'd flood every boulevard to bring the sea to me. Soggy bell bottoms are just the price to pay, to see you, to kiss you underneath the wave.

(CHORUS)From the bottom of the bay. To the Golden Gate. Down to Big Sur. All in search of her.

Cross town, hand me downs stuck your slender frame, a year old cigarette, breathing coffee shop quips. Sparks ignite at the sight of an older flame and the one hanging from your lips. Lets waste no time in this waist deep water, your hand in mine I wont let you go. Let you go.

There's no sea without land or sky, there's no we with you you and I, we fall asleep on seperate sides of coral reefs we don't recognize.

I hope you change your mind one day.

The clock on my radio is flashing 12:07pm. I wish that were true. a donnie darko inspired song about the tangent universe? I think I'll take a stab at it. Idk I'm running out of things to write songs about. I can only make so many heart warming/breaking inspired songs.. ewww.