I wanna just ramble about everything and nothing. I feel like shit cause I haven't slept in a coupe of days. I've been writing music to pass my time and there's nothing in the world I'd rather NOT be doing than writing my stupid songs. I had an interesting conversation today, and I wont lie and say that it didn't throw my entire day off. I went to San Jose today for a film shoot... gotta go there tomorrow for the second day. I didn't get coffee tonight, cause I'm gonna quit.. magic coffee doesn't exist. It turns out that Jamiel still had my butterfly knife, and it was in his car. I found it and was immediately relieved to have it back in my possession. Some of most fun I've had (not to mention time i've killed) has been spent playing with my butterfly knife. I'm working on this song, and I'm trying to make the chord arrangements as intricate as i can. And also I'm trying to make it the least boring also. Its totally not done and is ridiculously rough.
we're hitting rough skies
and our plane will crashed into ocean
the woman are all crying
and i cant stop from thinking
about all the people i have met
and the things i havent done yet
but then i realize that this was all dream
and i woke up in the morning
and i called my best friend
and told her what happened
"everything is all right" she said
thats what she said to me
i find it hard to believe
i find it hard to believe
and i said victoria i have a real bad feeling about this
we shouldnt ignore the signals, our unconcious minds have given us
she said "not to worry, we got this, theres nothing in this world that we cant handle ourselves." i knew right then and there that she was right.
cause she was right all along
